Today is the first day i start my working life since few years ago..oops,i mean few months ago..actually today should be a brand new life towards my new job,but what had happening today all day long, i felt that i'm 'lost'.. because of some reason in my working environment..i feel hesitate whether this the thing i want in all this while?or this is just the thing that i think 'i should have' in my life more than 'i wanted to' in my life?i really can't imagine, this is just my first day working in this new environment, i feel wanna resign already..funny huh??i keep asking Lord in my heart, 'Lord, is it the thing u give me? and i should keep going or just...??' sigh...many of thought in my mind, i just can't control it.. i read an article not long ago, one of the paragraph i love to share, when we face a problem, 'A loser will keep thinking that this is the 'big' problem, but a winner will think of how to solve the problem'.. meanwhile, i'm a loser right? ok, i admit it..haha..By the way, what i feel now is lost of hope, where is my future? But thanks to my family,hmm, my mom..and especially my sister counsel me, ask me to stand for it, try for few months first, only make a right decision, and i just hope that i can stand for it..thank you sister! also my cutie mate and my cutie yiti and my hometown friends, thanks for you all support..i believe Lord will make a way for me..i hope that i will have faith in myself.. :)
4 comments:
yiti...must think positively and just try your best..no matter how, you r not alone as we will be there to give out our supports all the time..gambate..hughug~~
Don't think too much... passion can be build... you just need to believe in yourself... Stop having doubts and you will be fine :) gambateh ya... like ah yee said we will always be there for you. Hugz
"God will make a way
where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for you.. "
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aRXt5OjIe5E&feature=related
just share with u all...
when i face the problems or lost in some where
i would like to on the song
and listening many times
just try it.....
i like ur picture very much..
so meaningful..
Gambateh... future u will be a good designer...
we will support u!!!
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