Confusing~~

One of my colleagues, malay guy, says he likes me. He is younger than me for five months, he said actually he likes chinese gal just that never meet one is suitable, he said he likes my style. I just get shock because i never facing this before. And i told him, i am older than you, and i am not allowed myself to have a partner that younger than me. Initially, i feel quite uncomfortable when work together with him, but after i close to him, no more uncomfortable, and we often making joke to each others. And, another chinese guy, I've met him last month, when i was running a small event around his company. Before we are going back, he ask for my cellphone number, and i gave him. Since then we keep messaging and go out for lunch together. But not long after that, he told me that he likes me and says the three words to me. But i just felt that it's too fast for me to go for a relationship since we've just met for one month more, am i too 'kolot'? I really don't know. He, since i know him for around one month, he's quite a kind and nice person, treating me good but i don't know it's worth for him to treating me like that?I just hope we can understand each other first. He already gave me few gifts , and sometime i felt really touch when he gives me those surprises. I'm staying in my house with my parents, and i need to spend my time to accompany my parents, i need to work, i think my time is not enough. Sometime i need to go to church, church community, sometime i have got some quarrel with my family, have problem with my job, study, my friends.. I am not sure whether i still have time to love? I thought before to work a part time job as a barista, because i'm interest in that. Well, am i have enough time? And am i have enough energy to do so? Hmm, i think need to think properly and need to plan to manage my time good.

All about my job & company

It's been quite a long while i never update my blog. Today i'm taking off from work since i've been non-rest working for 3weeks. Wow, already break my own record. Well, from the first week i worked in the new company, i felt and i doubt whether i can stay alive in this company for one year or not. But after one month i worked, i think i can, because i got a good boss, and a very kind big boss, good colleagues and friendly uncle & aunties. Just that, what challenging me is, i need to study and learn and memorize all those 'science and medical' term. Oh my God, my last job is about engineering, now another one more challenging than the previous one. Like for example, let's say diagnosis imaging, we have got Magnetic Resonance Imaging (MRI), Helical C.T Scan, Fluoroscopy, Mammography, Ultra Sound and X-Ray. And for brain, that is Electroencephalography (EEG). For heart, so call cardiology, that is Echocardiogram, Trans Esophagus Echo, Electrocardiogram (ECG). For lung, Spirometry and for chest, that is Respirometry and so on. If memorize those all term only i think i just need time, but, they request to know all those function as well, i..need more more more time. HELP! Sometime i just felt i can't breathe. Because i'm not only work to learn thing, i still have many many reports, events, creating publicity's staff, somemore some time need to go out, and when suddenly we have customer complaint or facing some problem, even though we are busy, we need to stop down the job on hands then handle and solve the problem instantly. I still remember my boss told me, 'take time to learn, because i have been working in here for 13 years and am still learning'. I just feel, wow, 13 years? No way. But who knows, may be i will be working in this company for ten years also? Sigh. And ah, Ohya, every company sure have gossip 'geng', but i just really can't believe that, the gossip is spreading the news faster then spreading virus from human to human. I'm really scared that someday will gossip about me, so i just doing my thing very carefully but sometime even we already do our best also can't stop them, feel really tired, and one of my friend same department with me told me, just let them say whatever they like to say, that's their freedom to do so. And after that, i have read an article, when people gossip on something, their spirit will be more 'powerful', means that when you are feel sleepy on that time, you gossip around the people, u won't feel sleepy anymore. Wow, i think i want to join that gossip 'geng' as well. Haha. Anyway. i just hope that i will like this job and always do my best! :)